Closer

Sometimes I just don't want anyone to see me. Sometimes I hate wearing makup, and I can't stand the thought of trying to be a better version of myself. I just want to wear plane clothes and be invisible. Clean face, no nail polish..no crap. I don't understand how some girls always has it all together. I don't care to fix my face before I go and buy groceries, and I don't wear heels on a daily basis. Not that it's anything wrong with that, I kinda admire those girls. But personally I just can't do it. I need to be comfy.

When I first started blogging I thought I'd never publish a picture of myself. I didn't do outfit posts or anything like that. I just wanted a place to communicate I guess, and a place to put my inspirations. But people told me I should be more personal. So I tried, and in the beginning it was difficult for me. And then I got mails from you guys telling me that you liked my outfit photos, and saying I should do more of those. So I did, and it didn't kill me..haha. Actually I think it's fun to play blogger and photographer with bf.

But, I would never get completely personal on a blog though. It's not for me. And I can't do outfit posts every single day, cause sometimes I just hang around in jeans and sneakers and you don't want to see that, belive me. On the other hand, I can't dress to impress, I'm just not cut out for it. Well, I never thought I'd see the day, but now I've posted a makeup less photo, a closeup never the less. And I know this is as personal that I will ever get with you guys. So I guess there's nothing to hide, and you know telling the truth always feels freeing.